I was looking through my old journals again and I came across another entry where I channelled words of wisdom… Even from the beginning of my depression, the Lady was watching over me :D This is my journal entry from October 19, 2003 as I sat beside the lake at a friend’s house in Saint-Michel-des-Saints. These are the words the Goddess spoke to my wounded soul... may they uplift you and bring you light!
The silence here is deafening… the Lady has so much to show me; She has so much to say:
“I was with you then, as I am with you now. Do not worry, do not fear for I will guide you as you have asked. Beauty and happiness are all around you; just open your eyes and be willing to see it. Sometimes you may have to work to find it, but it is always there. Let go, be free… no longer shall the shackles of depression bind you… I am there for you and I will help you find the strength within to overcome your fears! You are a powerful, intelligent woman and I am in you. You are also Goddess! Never forget that the power to change is always within your reach! You are a good mother! You have the strength to do everything you need to do!
See that rock sitting in the water over there? So still… so strong! Your will and your spirit are thousands of times stronger… that is why you have been able to come so far! And I promise that you will find peace! Your soul and your mind will become more tranquil than the water in this lake is at this moment. You will come to a point where all is clear and focused. That is what this depression is about… sorting through the garbage, getting rid of what you don’t need, so you can find this tranquility. But don’t fight the process. Be brave and willing to face the ‘demons’ of your life. For if you face and confront them, they will no longer have power over you!”
