Stupid car...

Well, my car needs something fixed, although I don't know exactly what. It's either the timing belt, or something with the transmission, or both. Gilles is taking it to the garage tomorrow to find out what the problems is... not being to accelerate is definitely a problem... cars are supposed to go, not just make noises and complain...

Needless to say, I didn't go to Mykah's appointment with the gastrointerologist today because I was to scared that the car would conk out on me. It's making a strange noise, and I wasn't taking any chances, especially with a child in the car.

Fog-brain with a vengeance...

Woke up this morning with horrible fog-brain and headache...it felt as if I had been bar-hopping or something. Didn't help that I forgot to take my Risperdal on Monday night; also didn't help that Zach decided it was party time around 2 AM and wouldn't go back to sleep.

A trying week...

Well, not long after my last post, I got the bad news that a dear friend passed away; it was a heart attack. She was so young, and is survived by her husband and four children. The older two children are in their 20's, but the younger two are only around 7 and 5 years-old. Maureen was only in her early 40's (I think)

Feeling soooooo good!

I definitely can get used to feeling like this! I feel incredible. Over the weekend, I helped Teri to spread earth to level the WHOLE front yard at Mom's....heh heh.... I didn't even get sore muscles (Teri did), and I'm the one who was loading up, pushing, and dumping the wheel barrow.

This morning, I had laundry out on the line to dry before 8AM!!! I just am not sure if it's going to rain today, so I'm only putting out one or two loads at a time, well stretched out so it will dry faster...I only have about 3 more to go.

My other plans for the day are:

• completely declutter the kitchen counters
• finish emptying the old PC workstation
• declutter the change table in Mykah's room
• declutter surfaces in Mykah's room

My list on paper is actually longer, but these are the main things I want to accomplish today!

Happy Pills....

Yes, a happy pill actually does exist...well, at least for me it does. This new medication I'm taking is working wonders for me (and yet for someone else it might not work at all). Now, I have been having some insomnia, and I find I'm highly distractable, but I'll take that over the depression any day.

Happy Beltaine!!!

What a beautiful and perfect day! This is the most beautiful Beltaine I've enjoyed so far. The weather was perfect, and my oldest son is at an age (3-1/2) where he's ready for lessons about nature and the Goddess and the God (age appropriate, of course). So, we spent today outdoors learning about ants, flowers, and anything else he wanted to know about. I think after he had to apologize to all of my flowers the other day for stamping on them, he's curious to know why... Yay, a nice lesson is being learned, and he's actually getting it!!!