Bleh...

My head still feels so foggy. I don't know what I was thinking...guess I wasn't. I went through a bout where I kept forgetting to take my meds. After realizing that I had forgotten 4 days in a row, I thought, "Hey, I've forgotten 4 days, maybe I can just stop taking them." DUMB IDEA!!!! After almost 3 weeks without meds, I had a crash and burn. I was angry and agressive on Tuesday, and then ended up in tears, sobbing, unable to function. Luckily my parents were able to come and help me out, and they ended up taking me to Mom's to stay for a couple of days. I hate this, though, will this mean I'm going to be on meds for the rest of my life? This sucks.